Timeline/World: Birds of a Feather – Familial Matters
Characters: Jacomus Rochemont
Race: Human
Age: 29
Final Word Count: 559 words
He’s my brother. I admit we were never really close because of the age gap between us and the fact that he never really was home while I was growing up but I still think I should have seen it. Jordan was always off somewhere on his modelling, even while he should have been in school and Olivia was in boarding school lost in the middle of nowhere. At times, I felt like our parents were trying to keep us out of the house and out of their way as much as possible. I’m the only one who never did go to boarding school but I think I have my precious Nickadee to thank for that. If not for him and his parents, I might have been shipped off too. Though there always was Eric to watch over me too, at least until Olivia was old enough for the whole boyfriend deal and he changed jobs so they could be together.
Jordan though, I should have noticed they were going out. There were the little signs every time they visited, how close they always stood together, the brush of fingers to the back of the hand, the little smiles shared in what I guess they thought were secrecy. I must have been blind to it back then but I can see it now when I look back through my memories. Though just maybe, my memories are embellishing the whole thing, maybe I think I saw more than there really was.
Jordan said they’d been dating in semi-secret for almost a decade before they came out to the public. I suppose that the whole thing being hidden had to do with the fact that they were model and manager. Some could have seen that as a bad thing, maybe. A bit like doctors dating their patients? I don’t know, I suppose it doesn’t really matter. I still wish I could have seen it, even if I wouldn’t have been able to really say anything about it but that’s beside the point, isn’t it? I could have been extra happy for them, I could have wished them all the best in the world, I could have—well there are so many things. Now that Kamal is gone, I somewhat feel like my brother has lost a part of his soul. They’d been together for so long, so close for so long. I don’t know what would happen if I were to lose Nicholas, I think it would kill me.
All I can really do at this point is to hold my brother when he lets me, support him in any way I might manage and just keep on hoping that I can be there for him whenever he might need it. I’m afraid of what he might do but he’s taken to staying in the guest house on the property instead of travelling all over the world like he’d mentioned wanting to do so I suppose that in a way, this is a small measure of comfort to be had. It isn’t much, it really isn’t and I’m terrified of how things will turn out. I just need Olivia to get back home, husband and children in tow, so we can all spend time with Jordan and let him know that he has us to rely on as he might need.