Timeline/World: Atheria 2nd Generation
Characters: Molochai Stark
Race: Human
Age: 56, physically about 26
Final Word Count: 561 words
I’ve always been a curious kid. It never sat well with my father.
Now, for those who are aware of my history—that being, only one person is aware—my father was a drunkard. The kind who’d beat up his own kid because he was in the way; the kind who drank up all of his paycheck money when he had a paycheck. Mom was the one really working, dad was a drunkard on social security or whatever it was back then, he had a disability, or so he’d claimed but I’d never seen it and he was never hurt enough in any way to not pull his belt off and make sure to remind me that he was the leading alpha. Whatever, arsehole.
So you’d imagine it a little odd that I’d be doing the stuff I do now, considering I grew up with someone who loved drinking but I think I spent so many years trying to find ways to tinker with his bottles to find ways to put the grossest things I could find—or the most deadly—that it just became something else entirely.
I don’t drink a whole lot. I don’t. Now and again, a small sip of something but watching him fall deeper and deeper into the clinging embrace of alcohol just also made me want to see if I couldn’t find a way to make it stop. Making him stop drinking was moot but in a way, I thought that there were two options: ban booze (that was never going to happen) or somehow find means to make booze less, I don’t know, potent. It was a weird thought.
I ran away when I was fourteen, after he beat me enough that I almost lost sight in my right eye from his fist, that time, getting a bit too close and personal. I was battered and bruised when I packed up a small bag with changes of clothes and I left. I never did understand why my mother stayed with him. He beat her up too though not as bad, he mostly had rough, drunk sex with her and while she’d fuss and struggle at first, she always ended up moaning real loud and begging him for more before too long and she always had that little secret smile the mornings he did that, it was creepy. He’d beat me up at night and then he’d turn to mom to vent his sexual frustration. For him, it worked out, for me, it certainly did not.
Of course, this whole running away thing landed me in foster and almost landed me back home but it didn’t. I was lucky enough for that much. My brain didn’t stop its train wreck thinking about wanting to change something about booze.
The rest is somewhat history. I turned out to be not such a bad guy, I helped at a liquor store for a while, landed into some trouble, came here, started finding ways to make my own booze and people here are great, the ideas they have for stuff to put into alcohol or flavours to try are really interesting and I’m glad I’m here. I’m nothing like my father; I’ve never once hit a woman. I admit I’ve done a few somewhat unsavoury things but all parties were willing.
That’s all behind me now though, I’m glad.