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Current Date: April 5, 2024
Character: Amadeo Queshire
Race: Halfling – Human / Incubus
Age: 336, physically about 30
Current residence: Hawaii
Am I honest? To those who deserve my honesty, I am. To those who have earned neither my trust nor my desire for honesty… well it depends.
Am I a good person? If you ask Briar and Isidor both, they will likely tell you that I am. If you ask Judas, I think the answer might depend on the day and on the reason why such a question is asked. I don’t see myself as a good person but that is likely because of my bloodline more than anything else. There has been plenty that I’ve done in my life that I am not proud of, but I feel that all of those things were done out of necessity.
In my line of work, being able to read a person quickly and being able to tell whether or not that person can be trusted is a necessity, at least for me. Not that whether or not I trust a client will change things a whole lot. If they sign the paperwork, it’s a legally binding thing and even if I believe them to not be trustworthy at all, there’s nothing I can really do.
You can bet that I’ll be the first one to bring out that paperwork if they start to show signs of wanting to go against their contract. I’ve had to do it before, and I will do it again. However, I know that there are other means and some of these means are often possibly just borderline illegal. Mind you, my means are not illegal, they just nearly are. I know my laws well enough to skirt them just so if need be.
Lying to a client who is trying to bullshit their way out of a situation that is entirely their fault? I’ll be happy to. I’ll even let you know, once all is said and done, that if I have to lie to them, I will. Will I tell them what those lies might have been? No. Will I pepper those lies with some truth? Well, yes. That’s how it needs to be most of the time. You can’t just lie about everything.
Now, I haven’t always been this way, but ever since I did start working in this particular field, I admit that it’s been a little more common than not. I’m not saying I’m constantly lying to clients, I’m not. It just so happens that a good number of the people who do end up needing to see me directly are people who do better with little white lies sprinkled here and there, mostly to keep them in line.
I don’t know that I ever expected that this would be the way my life would turn out. I don’t think I ever imagined working in this particular field and yet, look where it has led me in life. A beautiful partner, my brother close by and a location that keeps those who do matter to me safer than any other we’d found so far.
Do I believe that we’ll still be here ten, or fifteen years down the road? I don’t know. Thankfully, it’s been a good choice for a location. Mother Nature aside, while my brother still has visitors every so often, they are not dropping by to see him daily and I’ve seen his health get better. He might not have realized how much his health was suffering from the constant in and out of the people who requested—demanded, truly—his help in many ways, shape or form. While he was unhappy with the change of pace, I don’t know that he has many reasons to complain at this point.
We have room to roam, and the house is big enough that if we don’t feel like seeing the others, it’s easy to manage. We’re a short way away from the nearest populated area but I don’t see that as a problem. I honestly think this is a good thing and I’m not about to begin complaining about this, especially since this house and location was my choice, first and foremost. I sort of swept Briar and Judas up and away without much of a choice.
I have no regrets about the decisions I’ve made that have led me to where I am now. Even if I did, there is nothing that could be done to change our past and there is no saying that anything done differently would lead to a better path further down the road. This is something I have learned very early on in my life, and I feel like living by that mindset will keep me on the best path that I can handle.
And if somehow, I become unhappy with something in my life… I will change it.