Current Date: November 16, 2022
Character: Eden Jordan
Race: Human
Age: 25
Current residence: Wenzhou, China
We’ve recently discovered that neither one of us has any lost love for anything horror. Growing up, I was never very interested in watching television. My parents were usually busy doing whatever it was they did while they weren’t home, and I spent my alone time reading books. Even from a young age, I didn’t spend all that much time outside. What memories I have of my school years when I was a child and not yet a teen are filled with my being a lonely little boy with no friends. Something that seems about right.
I used to believe—I still do, though I know better in a way—that I was invisible. Unless I approached someone first, it was as though no one could see me. It was an exhausting thing for little me and I didn’t like to approach others. If I did, it was on a rare occasion and while it never ended terribly, I don’t have many memories of times when I stepped forward and it ended positively. Or well, more than one would expect of two kids meeting.
At this point in my life, I know that I’m not so much invisible as I seem to have a face that most people don’t really remember or don’t care to pay attention to. I don’t really know how to put it. Most people still don’t seem to notice I’m there other than Qiu and I cannot put into words how glad I am for that. I don’t know that my life would have changed in any positive way from what it had been since I moved here if not for them in my life.
My work crew seems mock-immune to it but only partially so. I might be working with them throughout the night, but they seem to miss me whenever I walk on by or if I’m not in their direct line of sight, it’s the strangest thing. I’ve gotten used to it. I’ve lost count of how many times someone might have been looking for me and wondering if I came in at all despite the fact that I’d already greeted them, and we’d exchanged a few words some hours earlier.
Anyway.
As a child, I used to read a lot.
As an adult, I didn’t really see a point in the idea of starting to watch movies or even shows when I hadn’t before. I was fine living in a world of books and more books. With Qiu at my side, we spent a lot of time just settled close while I was reading, and they were either playing games on a tablet or even just listening to music. Movies and television were part of their lives and slowly, I allowed myself to discover these things with them.
We’ve watched things set in fantasy, and we’ve watched things with a science fiction setting. We’ve watched a few comedies though I couldn’t really get into those. Up until recently, we hadn’t really bothered with horror but, as Halloween approached, I guess we’d both decided on giving it a try. Maybe we just didn’t pick the right movie. I don’t know. I didn’t care for it, and I know that Qiu didn’t either.
There was a scene at one point where the one person that I suppose might have been considered the villain of sorts told the movie’s not-quite hero that no one needed to know about the monster in the basement. A monster of which we’d only caught glimpses at this point. A monster that could have been fake as it could have been real. There was something that if they—the not-quite hero—were lucky and they left the monster alone, they would possibly even just forget about it.
There were no jump scares to that movie, though there were in a couple of others we tried to watch. In the one with the supposed monster in the basement, it was mostly all just sort of psychological. It was hard to follow because it was also a foreign movie with plenty of subtitles to try and keep up with and just, all in all, neither one of us was impressed with it. I think that we’re going to be keeping to other types of movies. We watched a series—two trilogies, I think they were—that took us more than just a day to watch each. Every movie was close to three hours each and it was just, it was epic. That’s the kind of movie that had my attention and it was hard to look away.
I remember how we made sure to take breaks between each movie because they were so long but if given a chance, I think I would have tried to binge them and that’s saying a lot from someone who doesn’t care much to watch anything on the television.
Still. It’s been a discovery.