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Timeline/World: Through the Looking Glass – Atheria 1st Generation
Characters: Eiji Kusanagi
Race: Human – Meta
Age: 90, physically about 24
Current residence: Atheria City, Eresiel
Final Word Count: 791 words
Lately, I’ve been having dreams of a life that I’m sure is not mine. A life that makes little sense. A life filled with jungles and primitive means of everything though I say primitive and it isn’t quite just. A life of few words—though that isn’t very different from the norm—and a life surrounded by animals. These animals are mostly big cats and somehow, I seem to have an affinity with these big cats.
Reflective surfaces are rare, so I’ve yet to be able to see my reflection other than in a pool of water. The main difference seems to be that my hair is so much longer than I’ve ever cared to have it. When I feel my face with my fingers, I feel little that is different except for what feels like a scar on my forehead. My twin seems to be there too, though he’s never close enough—in the dreams—that I can truthfully claim that it truly is him. There is something on his forehead, but his hair seems to be as long as mine and it seems to hide that mark—whatever it is.
The heat is oppressive, it feels like, but it is comforting in its own way, as though I’m used to it and have lived with it all of my life. The others are there too, though I’ve also only seen them in passing. At least, they feel familiar to the me in the dreams and I assume that it is them; there certainly are similarities, in the end. Similarities and a pull that, I’m not going to deny, I feel every single day here.
In the most recent dreams, as they’ve been coming on and off for the past few months, there was this tiger cub; at least it looked like a tiger cub, though the colours felt a little wrong. Then again, it could have been the general feel of things and the fact that it feels real and yet, deeper down, I know it just isn’t, right? Right. Anyway.
This cub, it feels like it could have been around the six-month stage of its life, big but nowhere near the size of the parent that should and probably was somewhere around. I found myself following that cub around every so often, in the dream. There was a protective need in me to keep the little bugger safe, but it always was getting in trouble, running to places that didn’t feel safe, just generally being reckless which, you know, at that age, I’m sure it was normal.
Every time I would find it in a spot that it had issues getting back out of, I remember how frustrated I felt with it, over the fact that I claimed I was supposed to be protecting it and yet, well yeah, always running off. Not that it got me anywhere with it and it would be running off moments after I’d get it out of its spot.
At certain points in the dreams, it just makes me think that it might not have its parents anymore, which is probably why it stays around with us and why I feel so protective over it. No that I know why I feel so protective, it’s like I know what goes through its mind, as though somehow, I might be aware of what it is like growing up as a big cat but that makes no sense to me.
I’ve heard stories of children being raised by wolves, but that’s just the one thing and I don’t know how true, or not, it might be. In the end though, every morning I wake up following one of the dreams, I have to remind myself that it is just a dream, that, although it feels so very real, and while I know that alternate realities are very likely a thing, this feels very far from what could be an alternate reality based on a decision I made at some point in my life. I just don’t know.
I can’t complain about the dreams. They do leave me a little baffled about things when I wake up, but that confusion only lasts a few moments before I let it go and go about my day as usual. Dreams are just that, in the end; they’re dreams and while some might be meaningful, considering what I used to do for a living before, dreams like these won’t have a lasting effect on me.
Sure, I might wonder as to what that life is like a little, out of curiosity more than out of any need to really know more about things, but it still really just is one of those things in the long run.