Current Date: September 16, 2022
Character: Morael Teague
Race: Human
Age: 139, physically about 14
Current residence: Trenton, New Jersey
It’s hard to keep track, I think we’ve started to do so on each of our birthdays, but we do it for everyone. Over the last two or so years, the four of us seem to have aged somewhat physically. A small part of me is still terrified that we’ll continue aging until we catch up with our mental age and if that’s the case, I’m done for.
I’m the only one who’s grown up some, but I suppose that I was the only one who’d still been young enough to be stunted. I honestly think the other three finished growing up on the island. I know that I’d noticed that with some of the other boys that had been taken to the island. Maybe I’d just been too young when I’d been taken. I don’t know how it all works and I don’t really want to know either. The only thing I’m interested in knowing is if that aging will stop.
I feel as though my life has just begun. I’ve allowed myself to wrap my mind around the idea that I might not look like a ten-year-old kid all of my life and I want to be able to appreciate this sort of thing a little more if I can help it. I want to be able to roam and not have to deal with people giving me weird looks because I’m too young to be roaming on my own.
By their accounts, I now look like I could be maybe closer to fourteen and I’ve actually grown almost four inches in the last two years. If there was pain associated with that growth, I didn’t feel it. I think I felt so much pain while on the island that I’m now just sort of used to it and milder pains don’t really get to me.
The downside to that is that we had to upgrade pretty much all of my wardrobe. It was somewhat costly but with every birthday, they gave me more items that were a little too big for me, as though they expected me to keep on growing. It is both sweet and a little strange. I spent so long just being their watcher. Being the one who explained things to them while they were on the train, being taken to the island for the mental and emotional torture they were about to go through.
Friends…
Having friends wasn’t really a thing I expected to ever have and yet, here we are.
A few days ago, while I was roaming, peacefully so on my own with no adult hovering or giving me side looks, I stumbled upon a scene that made me scratch my head a little. I still don’t have that much contact with the outside world, not in this way. I do my job through the computer where people don’t have to look at me and wonder how someone so young got the job or knows so much.
I assume that a small scuffle had happened, there were teens scattered over the sidewalks, a few murmuring away as though no one would hear them, some being held back by others but, in the middle of what I assume had been the fray, there were two still. A younger boy—he honestly looked my age, so perhaps he was near fourteen too—and a just slightly older one. Sixteen, seventeen maybe.
The younger boy was wide-eyed looking at the older one while holding a tissue up to what seemed to be a bloody nose. He mumbled a few words, cleared his throat and then, a little more clearly but still surprisingly soft, he asked the other teen if he’d punched the other idiot for him. He looked so surprised. Then he brightened up, as though he’d just made the best discovery in the world and while giggling, of all things, he asked when the wedding was.
The older teen actually blushed at this whole thing and while that confused me to a point, I suppose it might have meant that he liked the younger one? I’m not sure. I suppose it’s one of those things that I haven’t really been truly exposed to and I’m not used to yet. I don’t know that I ever will.
I mean, I look like I’m fourteen, give or take. Even if I were to suddenly find myself desiring the presence of someone at my side—which, I don’t know, not after some hundred and twenty years locked as a ten-year-old on hell island—I don’t know that I’d have all the knowledge I might or might not need to deal with everything that would accompany that desire but, you know, whatever happens.
One day. Then the next.