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Timeline/World: Through the Looking Glass – Atheria 2nd Generation
Characters: Richard D’Angelo
Race: Halfling – Dragon / Human – God of Death
Age: 65, physically about 27
Current residence: Atheria City, Eresiel
Final Word Count: 774 words
I lost my mind during the dark years. I think that, not having Owen with me, is one of the things that did me in. In a strange way, I think we were already well-linked, back then. I’m not blaming him for what happened to me. He had to deal with his own trauma. We both went our own way, and it just didn’t work out for us but, I guess that, in a way, I’m not altogether surprised.
His presence, on that rooftop, is the only reason why I allowed Indrah to sedate me. I was already chained, I was out of my mind, I’d already managed to knock one of the quads down and Maveryn in their attempts to get me sedated and on the table.
Only Owen, though I sensed him more than I truly recognize him, I think, is the reason why I calmed down enough to be brought downstairs. Only his presence, the sense of his battered soul, reached me and brought me back into a partial state of command over my own mind and body.
Once we were properly reunited and our healing together could start, I faintly recall mumbling something about how I’d always known where he’d been, even when we were apart. Though I was reluctant to mention it, not wanting to shatter what seemed like our rather fragile selves, I eventually told him that I had felt everything he had felt.
At first, I had assumed that the uncalled-for pain that I felt must have been my shattered mind merely trying to break me further. I honestly thought that this was the case until I learned of what happened to him. Only with that information in mind was I able to play connect the dots on our ugly, ugly time apart.
And it is only years later, a decade or so at least, that I began being able to tease him somewhat about this physical link I still had with him. I’d gotten used to it, at this point, I’d learned how to tell us apart—not that I have a habit of getting hurt, nor does he—but there were days when I would feel a small something and I wouldn’t have to ask myself if it was from my mind not quite being where it rightfully was; I knew it had come from him.
The teasing? I recall one particular morning that felt like nothing could go right. It was a bad morning for him, stubbed toes, spilled hot drink, a small cut while dealing with cutting up vegetables. All little things but, in a way, I think I managed to keep him focused on something other than the fact that his current day was clearly going to shit.
Those days are uncommon, and I often forget that our link is a thing. It seems to only flare up when he’s hurt and, well, I might go somewhat out of my way to ensure that he’ll never feel pain ever again, unless that pain is a brief request that usually crops up in our more personal time spent together. Even that is rare, but the bare flash of discomfort is what might be more common, and discomfort is not something I am as attuned to as his outright pain.
I love this man more than I love myself. Without him, I know that my sanity would crumble—which, I’m aware, is rather humorous when you do think about it, but I guess that it does what it’s supposed to.
Would I give up this link I have to him? This ability to feel his pain whenever it crosses a certain threshold, even if that threshold is fairly low? I mean, I can feel it when he stubs his toe and I always shake my head when that does happen, it can’t be helped. It’s such a little thing but, depending on how it happens, it can often feel like it might just ruin your day, after all.
Owen is my everything. Title aside, he truly is the only reason why I have all of my mind. Our gifts are difficult ones to handle but we are settled at a fairly comfortable middle ground, as a pair. We balance one another out well and anyone that might think it smart to come between us for any reason would regret it in ways they might not have ever dreamed of. It has been a very long time since I’ve allowed violence to come into my life in any way, shape or form. I refuse to let it sink its claws into me ever again.