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Current Date: May 18, 2023
Character: Siana Evans
Race: Human
Age: 33
Current residence: New York City Ruins, New York
I wonder what kind of bedtime stories parents are telling their children anymore. It’s such a strange passing thought but, in a way, it is more than a passing thought considering that it’s been on my mind for some time. It comes from the odd interaction I witnessed while I was taking care of a bit of laundry. It’s odd how soothing that particular activity has become.
Yes, we have access to electricity. Yes, the fridges that have survived the snow work though other than the bit of meat that we get every so often, we don’t use ours much. The toilets can be flushed, and there is running water for the shower as well though that, too, is just slightly, barely, on a timer. Washing machines and dryers, though, are a whole other thing and I don’t know that anyone has really thought about fixing things with them. If they work, they do, but as far as I know, the vast majority of us end up at one of the handfuls of washing spots to do the laundry by hand that we then hang to dry. The air is perfect for line drying, as is.
It was a quiet day at the washing spot; only a handful of us on that particular morning and it suited me fine. I’ve come to realize that I’m not much of a social bug and I don’t go out of my way to spend time with the people I’m not comfortable being around. It’s not all that complicated.
There was some quiet talking going on between two men who were each doing their own small basket of clothing, it provided some background noise other than that of the nature that surrounds us but I’m pretty sure I had tuned them mostly out, focused on getting a particular stain out of a pair of pants that shouldn’t have even been anywhere near the reason for that stain, to begin with.
It was the sound of sharp laughter that pulled me out of my bubble more than not. A pair of teens were walking on by, a brunette whose hair was pulled back into a long, long braid, and a redhead whose hair was kept so short I’m surprised I was able to tell it was red. The light caught it just so as they were walking away, though.
It had been the brunette who had laughed at the redhead who was looking back to what I assumed to be their friend with an unamused look. They said something—loud enough to be heard without needing to eavesdrop—about how they were a monster half of the time but their friend was usually just not around to witness it.
Cue more laughter of disbelief from the brunette as they walked on by. The redhead looked all the more frustrated by passing moments and it really did make me wonder, in the end. What would lead to that sort of belief? Was this nothing more than an actual game for them? That was the part that was difficult to know. By the redhead’s reaction to the brunette’s laughter, it didn’t seem like much of a game, and if that was the case, why call themselves a monster?
What had they done to believe they deserved such a title?
There are just so many questions that I feel as though I have to ask myself about that whole situation that it’s probably why it’s still on my mind. It’s not as though I’m really all that interested in figuring out what they were talking about and why it was on the subject at all, that’s not the point. The point is that it felt like an odd sort of subject to be talking about, especially for kids that young—I could be wrong about their age, but they looked to be maybe thirteen or fourteen.
In time, I know I’ll stop thinking about it. Something else will crop up and it’ll occupy my mind. For now, though, as I lug my basket of clean and ready-to-hang clothes, my mind wanders along unfamiliar paths as I really can’t help but ask myself these pointless questions. I don’t know these teens. I might have seen them in passing but clearly, the population isn’t going to fully die out as people are clearly having sex and having kids, so there are always going to be people I’m not familiar with. Our little home in this new world might be just one of countless and while our numbers aren’t insanely high, they’re still high enough that I’ll never know everyone personally.
Not that I would want to and I don’t know that anyone sane would want to either but what do I really know about that, in the end? I’m better off just minding my own business.