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Current Date: July 31, 2058
Character: Sofia Lauroyal
Race: Halfling – Elf (moon) / Human
Age: 48, physically about 24
Current residence: Atheria City, Eresiel
Three years ago, I tried my hand at knitting. For some reason, it turned out to be one of the more difficult things I’d ever tried. It feels strange to be even thinking that because I like trying new things every so often for the challenge and while I don’t always succeed to a point of pride in whatever I’ve tried, I’ve never felt like giving up quite like knitting made me feel.
I still persevered with that project because I wanted to make Mom a shawl for Christmas.
I didn’t manage to finish the shawl for Christmas, I ended up making something else for her, but I still, eventually, finished the piece itself and yes, I gave it to her, three months later, as a belated Christmas gift because I had made it for her and I’d wanted her to have it.
After that, I mostly set knitting off to the side and just focused on doing what I really loved with the soap and cleaning supply boutique. Mixing scents, discovering new ones, making cold-pressed soaps and the rest, it’s just something that has held my attention this long and I hope to never really grow tired of it. I don’t know what I’d be doing with myself if that was the case, in the long run. For certain holidays, I opt for particular scent mixes more than others because it seems as though it’s the right thing to do and there are never two days that are the same. I like things just like that.
Earlier this spring, right by the end of May, beginning into June, I found myself gravitating back towards all that yarn I still had stashed away and the needles I’d almost thrown out the door when I’d finished mom’s shawl. She’d loved it, by the way, I’ve seen her wearing it every so often when it gets chilly out and it makes the whole thing feel just worth it.
I’m not going to lie, during the whole shawl-making process, I kept on asking myself if it all felt worth it. If it had been worth all the time and patience that I poured into it because, let’s be honest, almost daily, as I was working on it, little by little, I kept on telling myself that she’d probably hate it, even though deep down I knew better. I felt that all of my efforts would go to waste and yet, it didn’t.
When I brought the yarn out, I looked at the needles, set them aside, and searched the system for some other ways to work with yarn. There were a few. Making rugs and other things with yarn came up, as well as crochet and while it looked just as complicated as knitting, for some reason, it didn’t really seem like it was. It was a two-handed process still, but it seemed just so different that I found myself giving it a try.
Now, I can’t claim that I’m perfect with this whole crochet thing and that I’m so much better at that than I was at knitting. I’m not. I do so happen to find that I have an easier time of crochet than I do knitting. I haven’t dropped any stitches, though I’ve doubled a few here and there, but I’ve been much less frustrated with it than I was with knitting.
Am I going to keep up with it? I don’t know that I will. I still have some yarn scraps from the shawl project I’d done for Mom, and I think this is mostly why I picked up the crochet hooks. I don’t like waste. I know that I could have dropped the scraps into the system, and they’d have done something for it, but they were my scraps and it only made sense that I would be the one to use them up.
Could I very simply have just done things up like pompoms for decorations and bracelets and whatnot? Probably. Would those pompoms, if I’d opted for that, have been used anywhere at all? Not really. I don’t look down on people who think yarn pompoms are cute and use them in places but it’s just not my kind of thing and if I made any, they’d have ended up in a bag or a small box somewhere, taking up spaces and just gathering dust.
I don’t know if there are others like that in our community though I’m sure most of us are mindful about our waste and the rest, but I really don’t like to waste anything and pompoms gathering dust seems like such a huge waste. So, I ended up making little things like cute coasters that while not perfect, are still plenty cute to be used and I made something that resembles a bit of a dream catcher, but it’s all made with my left over scraps of yarn and it now hangs as a decoration.
All the yarn I had, has now been used up. The knitting needles were dropped back into the system for recycling, but I’ve kept the hooks, who knows, they take up so little space, I might use them again.